And I won’t forget you
At least I’ll try
And run, and run tonight
Everything will be alright
I can not have another night of crying. I don’t have it in me anymore. You win.
At my house. The rooms are almost empty. Sitting on the floor. Sobbing so hard it feels like my throat is ripping in half.
My heart is dying, my body is to follow.
I wish I could stop fucking up. God do I hate myself. My boyfriend is going to leave me any day now.
So my hours at work changed to 12pm to 8pm because all my clients are on the west coast. This is going to be weird. At least I got to swim this morning, I think I’ll swim before work a lot.
"There are days that I cannot find the sun even though its right outside my goddamn window."